why are you even here?

something worth posting :)

queeniz — Tue, 04 May 2010 22:25:13 +0000

I Loved Her First

Look at the two of you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each others face
So much in love you’re alone in this place
Like there’s nobody else in the world
I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number one
She told me so
And she still means the world to me
Just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes everything
Life must go on
And I’m not gonna stand in your way

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she’d find you someday
But it’s still hard to give her away
I loved her first

How could that beautiful woman with you
Be the same freckle face kid that I knew
The one that I read all those fairy tales to
And tucked into bed all those nights
And I knew the first time I saw you with her
It was only a matter of time

From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
Someday you might know what I’m going through
When a miracle smiles up at you
I loved her first

im in love with the

queeniz — Mon, 12 Apr 2010 11:02:35 +0000

world’s sweetest guy <3

silence.

queeniz — Fri, 19 Feb 2010 16:16:21 +0000

“We sit silently and watch the world around us. This has taken a lifetime to learn. It seems only th…e old are able to sit next to one another and not say anything and still feel content. The young, brash and impatient, must always break the silence. It is a waste, for silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox.” —Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook)

:)

queeniz — Sun, 14 Feb 2010 02:52:30 +0000

‘nough said hehe

getaways. air to breathe.

queeniz — Wed, 10 Feb 2010 23:06:48 +0000

this hurts. bad. i dont even know why im letting myself fall into this hole. i need to think. alone. i cant even cry in my own room. i hate last minute change of plans. guys are dense.

doesnt really make sense, i know. but its what i want to say. but cant.

i need a getaway. from you. not with you.

sometimes im awed at my own ability to be a really good liar. but no it doesnt make me any happier – i dont like to see people around me sad though. maybe thats why.

that day

queeniz — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 22:02:46 +0000

remember that day i talked of? its here, finally here.

two years older, none the wiser.

friday night

queeniz — Fri, 29 Jan 2010 20:34:53 +0000

cant believe im actually working on homework and refiling my stuff on a friday night. ME. FRIDAY NIGHT. okay not that im a party animal..but friday is movie night arghh

this is so that i can party tomorrow night and have fun the whole sunday. work hard work hard!!

amusement

queeniz — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 22:16:16 +0000

mind games? are you sure you want to play this. with me.

queeniz — Tue, 26 Jan 2010 17:26:28 +0000

so do i party this saturday?

sometimes

queeniz — Sun, 24 Jan 2010 13:32:59 +0000

i wish i find it easier to appreciate your efforts out loud – instead of simply acknowledging it deep down in my heart.